I started to get hard on myself at one point, but I am starting to realize I was pushing myself with something that does not need to be pushed. have you ever tried to push a car up hill? Kind of hard huh? What if you turned the car around and went downhill? Will you have to push then? Maybe to get the car moving but it will be a whole lot easier. I am not one to toot my horn but sometimes there is a way to cheat. I not saying to cheat the system they have put together in the master keys but I am talking about using the system just the way it is and quit making it hard on us. I have a suspicion I could have done some things last year before I lost my job that could have saved me the heartship of loosing my job. What I mean by that is invested more time into the system. I am seeing this in a whole new light and it just makes sense now. I have been following my heart all my life and now its time to truly use that God given gift the Brain. Mark has such a way of making you feel like you need to step up and that is just it. I keep feeling in the wrong way! I should be excited that I found this out. That I have a system that can help me cheat life into giving me what I want. Here is the poem they gave us in the master keys. This is where I figured out I was making it harder than it has to be!
I bargained with Life for a penny, And Life would pay no more, However I begged at evening When I counted my scanty store. For Life is a just employer, He gives you what you ask, But once you have set the wages, Why, you must bear the task. I worked for a menial’s hire, Only to learn, dismayed, That any wage I had asked of Life, Life would have willingly paid.
Its not always easy to see the other side of the coin when you are going thru life and have learned so much. I am figuring out, what I am giving up is the old me where I am deciding I know what do and I need to hang onto it! No I don’t! I have been teching for 20 years and never had a direction. I just knew what I knew and it made my job really easy. Well now I am in the unknown, not sure what I need to know. I keep taking these job interviews for better paying jobs but now I see a new direction. Quit following that course. I don’t need it. I have resources that will give me new directions that I never thought possible. I have to find that path and the only way I can do that is keep myself in the new direction. Seeing a new me and getting to know him. Becoming something I always envied in others. The money manager, the business builder, the guy with the plan, the guy who always makes life better for others! Wow, another epiphany! If you are having a tough time with life, just know this. You are the one making it tough! Now I feel like Superman, just broke thru another wall. I am making room for the new me! Just keep the faith and know it can and will happen for you!
Believe!
AJW
Yes, Andrew, hindsight being 20/20 as it is, often proves itself to be useful for a bit; especially, when doing our best to have a positive mental attitude, live in the moment, all the while attaining the life of our dreams. Good show! 🙂