I have heard it said that when the Student is ready to learn, the Teacher will appear. Locked in life with a job that I had for almost 20 years, debt from programs that did not work for me no matter how much time or effort I put into them, a VW Beetle sitting in my Drive waiting for the day I would get it running, so many projects and no time to put them together. All these things I learned and not sure how true any of it was. I listened to a guy talk about the things you can have in life and I read a book that turned me on my head. Where was I headed? Did I need to start my own program that could help people beyond this Crap I was dealing with? Was I really done or was there just one more door? I had been listening to this one guy who talked about his dreams coming true and he was always doing his videos on the beach front. Was this guy for real? He talked really bad about other programs and gave some facts that just made sense. Somehow he won me over. I was going thru his videos and there was one that stuck out! Was this really True? A complete course for $1? Was this going to lead to me being so broke I cannot even keep my head above water? Was I going to sink? It was time to find out! I put in my Dollar and then it began just a year ago. It was fast and furious. I could not find the paper back copy of the book I needed. I called a local book store and they ordered it for me. I went to the store to get supplies to go back to school? It was like really strange picking up school supplies for me? After being a Computer Tech for nearly 20 years and I was going back to School but for what?
I just kept moving forward. The classes were amazing, talking about things that I already understood to some depth. Was everything that I had been learning thru my life Rearing its ugly head to tell me I had alot of truth? I just kept at it and I was missing stuff here and there but somehow I was able to make it thru the 6 month course. I have no idea how things would change! I had changed my attitude to some extent but was not where I wanted to be! When this 2020 Quarantine started I was unsure of where it was taking me. Then we lost our cat of 13 years. I felt so bad for her cause she was so sick! She was such a Great Cat and mouser! I had just taken out a loan on my 401K just so I could pay for my Teeth. That was another thing that was trying to eat at me. I had been sucking on Cough drops and drinking power drinks and they took their tole on my teeth. My dentist saved all my uppers but the bottoms were so bad I lost them all! Yup I got a Denture. I never imagined that would happen. Just thinking about loosing my teeth was scary! So after the cat passed we were suppose to be going to see my sister and I would get a chance to see my uncle. We had to cancel our trip and then my uncle ended up in the hospital and passed away in there all alone! After that whole episode, I was working from home and Oil went to Zero. Yes I was working for an oil Company. They chose to let 6,000 people go and I was one of them. Was I upset? No! Not even in the least! I was ready for a big change. Even though I was not working we got 2 kittens for my Twins to replace our cat. Not too long after that our 16 year old beagle was not doing good. We eneded up putting her down. Was I upset? I was to some extent but I was thankful she was no longer suffering as she was having a hard time walking due to Arthritis in her back hips. She just kept falling on her side and I am am pretty sure she was hurting even though you could not tell. One week we lost a really great friend and some friends lost their daughter that we knew since she was 2. She went to sleep and never woke up. She was found to have an undiagnosed heart condition. Then a lady friend of mine lost her sister. That isn’t all that happened but for the most part I was able to keep my head? How is that possible? I sat at home for 4 months looking for Work and I was very patient. Not many calls but I did not give up. I just kept going. I got some projects done while on my vacation but for the most part I was still learning thanks to an extended class and another program with this guy that told me to believe! The only reason I tell you all of this is because during this whole time, I was working my way into another job to get health insurance covered and was working my way into taking this program full scale. So here I am training for a new job, and building a whole new life! I have been trying to figure out how to even put all of this down and here it is. We started class again today and just listening I am hearing a whole new course. I am hearing what I need to hear to change my life. I am hearing what I missed the first time because I wasn’t ready. I am with the people I need to be with. The new job I am working with 2 guys I already know and the Job seems simple compared to my old job that had me on serious overwhelm! My Attitude thru all of this has been a totally positive outlook and somehow I knew I would come out on the other end with things going my way and here I am killing it! I have lost weight, have my self back to reading with excitement. I am reading what I need to and giving myself the right stuff! Yes this is a whole lot more to this. My wife and I have been having some difficulties but for some reason she went to a Therapist and they brought me in and I got an eye opener as she was afraid to talk to me. I was relieved she made the move. It gave me more confidence in our relationship. Today? Wow, I got blown away with a book my daughter brought to me! Its called your fathers story. Its a book to help my girls know me more in depth with memories and a lot of other things I wished my Dad had left for me. I am seeing things in my life go my way. I have always tried to be fare to others and sometimes I have never been the best at it but I do believe and I am the recipient of things I have done and always strived to do in my life. Yes, it is coming back to me but way different than I ever dreamed. Is this a dream? As things keep coming I know I have to put everything I have into this so not only can I help make the change I want to see but be the one who makes the path for others to follow! For anyone just thinking about taking this course, there is nothing like it out there! I am proof of that! Take the dive and find out for yourself!
Here is to the Best Life!
AJW